So in the past two weeks I've been quite emotional.

First it started off with a crying session that was sparked from a fight with my brother. Technically it wasn't even a fight. He just said things that really hurt and I haven't spoken to him for over a week.

And I think having to work by myself on PM shifts at the hotel has made me realise how much I hate being by myself. I hate dealing with people's crap. Especially over a friggin hairdryer that doesn't work. Who gives a fuck? I'm sure you'll live without dry hair for a couple of hours!

Also I don't know why but I feel extremely bad for throwing a mini tantrum last night, I didn't mean to make anyone feel bad but it really annoyed me and then I sort of realised that I was in the wrong for acting in that way.

I'm such a bad person in so many ways...

All I want is a hug and to say sorry...

I saw a glad wrapped car today. Totally made my day.

I want more lollipops and cupcakes :D

Today is a special someone's birthday. That's right Leannie! 1/2 SNIWT, my aping buddy, my number one chat buddy on MSN!

Hoping you'll  feel loved with the numerous messages I've posted ahaha    

I've been extremely bored lately. I should be doing homework but I'm not because I don't want to or don't feel like it. I've been going over my Korean exercises again because there's a lot of words I've forgotten ><"

Plus I don't feel like going to school tomorrow, sick of doing the tours and mine is next week and haven't planned my route yet. I know for sure I'll never want to be a tour guide -_-

Also job hunting has been unsuccessful. I refuse to get help from the careers office, they freak me out...okay not really but I don't like being in their office.

*sighz* I might be stuck doing work experience instead if I don't find a job soon. NO PAY AND HAVING TO TRAVEL TO THE CITY EVERYDAY IS LIKE JUMPING OFF A CLIFF TO MY DOOM!

I lost my USB card reader in the cyber centre last friday when I was upset that I couldn't do my time activity presentation because it wouldn't read on the computer in the lab. So I thought I'd try it out in the cyber centre but the friggin computer beeped at me so I unpluged it and surfed the net instead.

Then I got up and left without it, I didn't realise this until 3 DAYS LATER! How stupid am I? So I went to lost and found on Tuesday and guess what? They actually had it! I was so scared no one had handed it in because it had my MMC in it with all my photos and videos. I would've died if someone took the MMC, 3 years worth of photos gone ><

So I'm thinking maybe there are good people in this world, or maybe they realised the USB didn't work on the computers at school so they handed it in.

Oh well I have it back now, that's all that matters =P

Pete's new single off his upcoming new album Summer at Eureka.

I missed out on seeing him on Rove, who the hell watches teevee on Sundays anyway? T_T

This damn assignment is really doing my head in.

I just realised the 500 words I've put down so far probably doesn't even answer the essay topic. *sighz*

There's still so much shit to define and I don't even know how ><"

This morning I was watching Khalil stuff on Youtube and he was so funny on Blackie's show.

My favourite singer with my favourite Tawainese televison personality <3

*I also found out on Wednesday on the school comp that my LJ looks weird on IE, so if you're viewing my LJ on IE, the font is sometimes screwed up and the links camouflage into the background xP

I've been updating A LOT more than I would.

Mainly because I want to avoid doing this Leisure assignment. UGH! It's just so hard to put any of the statistics into meaningful words.
At the moment I have 131 words out of the 1500 word limit *dies*

I want to do a new header image for my LJ and new icons but no inspiration...

So I got my full driver licence the other day, horrible picture like I predicted. Might post it up later when I have the time to resize the picture I took last night.

Also very disappointed with my late night shopping last night. I hate how no stores ever have what I want.
All I wanted was some plastic storage drawers but nobody seems to sell ones that aren't in ugly colours. I need a colour that will match my room. Like silver/white/beige. Plus I need an xd card reader so I don't always have to plug my new camera into the computer I can just take the card out and do it...but nobody sells them. I might have to go look at JB-hi-fi when I get the chance.

That's right, totally and utterly SCRWED!

This is the result of procastinating.

I have 7 days to finish my Leisure assignment and well no research has been done and when I went to look for books. THERE WERE NONE! Who the hell sets an essay topic that cannot be found in books? Also when you search for Australian toursim stuff on the web it comes up with a bunch of crap that isn't even associated with regional toursim. *sighz*

Plus I'm extremely pissed off at my brother. I asked him to upload my tour photos before he left for Taiwan and I went into a folder that had my name on it AND NOTHING WAS IN IT! Damn him! Now I have to go back and take more pictures before I have to conduct my tour.

My eyes are puffy again.

I fell asleep before out of the blue listening to Kenji Wu.

I really heart his new album...there's maybe two songs I don't like on it but that's usually how I feel about his albums.

So I'm a little sad because I think my brother's car isn't working properly. I was driving this afternoon to get it filled up and when I came home to go up the driveway it wouldn't move no matter how much pressure I put on the accelerator -_-" It happened just before I reached the petrol station as well. At first I thought it was because there wasn't any petrol left but once I filled up it was fine...so I have to drive it again tomorrow to see if it does the same thing. Otherwise I have no idea how to get to the train station on Wednesday.

Plus there's a shitload of assignments to start but I've been addicted to watching Love Letter on Youtube. I love Kim Jong Min and Brian Joo so much in it. Also Shin Jung Hwan and Chun Myung Hoon are so funny, although sometimes I think the girl's aren't fair in choosing their partners :p

So I feel really sick after taking my nap -_-

It feels like I have a knot in my stomach and also I feel slightly depressed o_O

Not sure whether it's from the stress or the lack of sleep. My eyes are permanently puffy now ><"

So I have to go to the airport in 7 hours time to pick up my parents...I've never driven to the airport by myself, I have a feeling I'll get lost even though it's apparently a straight road all the way xD

I'm watching Love Letter to pass time because my brother's not home and I probably won't even see him after I get home from the airport. As much as I love him going to Taiwan for business and bringing me back CDs, it's relatively boring without him at home and there's no one to ask stupid questions to.

Last night we were randomly being stupid, we went to our parent's room and rolled on their bed. Why? Cuz usually my mum hates it when we go on her bed and since she's not home it was our last chance to roll around on her big big bed lol

Oh, now I think I know why I'm slightly depressed...birthday's coming up soon *sighz* I hate birthdays, so I have to think of something to do to celebrate because people expect me to do that. I plan to get drunk and forget that I'm turning 21 :p

OMG, I'm like so tired.

Tired, tired, tired.

*dies*

*comes back alive*

Why the frick do I have a bruise on the inside of my finger? I didn't even know that was possible.

Anyway...did I mention I was tired?

I've been so anti-social lately, I make excuses not to go out and I actually got into a fight with Pookie because I apparently "yelled" at her. It's not that I don't want to go out but there's so much assignments to prepare for and not to mention having to find a work placement for next semester -_-

AGH! Also no pay from last week because of renovations at work so I'm POOR and no one seems to understand that. I had to get money from my Doraemon piggy bank ( which I use to save for things) to pay for a Metcard. So this week I'm living off $.30 and I don't even know what I can buy with that.

Plus I hate how I'm too lazy to install Office onto my comp so I'm using WordPad and it frustrates the hell out of me because I can't count the amount of words I've typed.

Yes I have been hit with Suju fever, never thought I'd say it but it's happened. I'm IN LOVE with these boys.

I even like Don't Don now when before I would cringe at the music and the violin part is just a bonus muahaha.

A GFX in honour of them and my love xD


A new icon with the classic donghae saying from Full House "Okay we can!" :D

I just watched Grey's Anatomy and now I've finally realised why I love it so much. After missing out on the complete 3rd season because of channel 7's damn programming I was reluctant to watch it again. But even though I'm completely in the dark about some things, I still <3 the series very much. I kinda wanna buy the box set so I can catch up but I don't want to spend $60 on it, considering my Sunday shift has been cut by two hours. It's so not fair, a measley 8 hours a week now...which probably means only $120. How am I meant to feed myself and pay for my school textbooks? *dies*

We went to the State Library on Friday as a "field trip" I've never been in there before. Well I have but got freaked out because of how big the place is and the amount of security so I left. The highlight of the whole trip was seeing the displays of really ancient books (including manga!!!) and there was one thing that Irene (the new friend I made randomly) pointed out to me that made my eyes light up! A midget library! That's right! Miniature books in a bookcase. It was so cute! You have to read it with a magnifying glass!

Oh and last night Pookie and I went to go see the Backstreet Boy's, all I really have to say is that Nick looked a bit...tired. He looked so worn down. But it's not like he's my favourite member so I don't care =P Oh and dancing for boybands is a nono unless they have the right choreography. Still upset that I had to go pee during "Quit Playing Games with my Heart" (my heart, I should've known from the start...kekeke)

There are no pics because we didn't take a camera :( But I caught confetti making up for the time I didn't get to catch confetti at P!nk's concert.

CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP

I slept in today and totally didn't go to my lectures as I planned to.

Now I'm going to be so behind in my Venues theory. I can just tell she's going to give me shit for not turning up for her lectures AGAIN!

*sighz* I hate school.